[Cephyrian]

I still don't know what I am doing here. There's a part of me saying to keep trying, but at the same time. There is a part of me saying to give it up its never going to happen. I try to be a glass half full kinda guy, and frankly this doesn't cut it. I can't get Rokkr/Intelli and the rest of the staff to vote me back, let alone the community. But yet, I can't express myself enough to show you how bad I want the satisfaction of not being banned on probably my favorite Minecraft Server I have ever played on. I can never take back or remove the thoughts of what I used to be or was on Minerealm, but I believe I can repair those accidents and make it as though it never actually did happen... But you know what? I get it. I messed up to damn much and I got to many chances to redeem myself and I took them and I threw them away, Like a selfish person I am... I repeat myself multiple times showing I can't express my thoughts to my actions. I show my feelings through actions and hatred, and this got to the best of me. Instead of an immediate response (REJECTED). Talk to me please. I want to know why you are choosing what you are choosing. Not with a slap across the face with a "*F--K Y-u* we don't care what you have to say. You *F--k-d* up." I want to know why and how you came to your conclusion so quickly. I'm not here to be enemies with anybody. I got to be great friends with a lot of people on Minerealm and I don't even talk to them anymore. I really do miss it. I want it all back. And again sorry for repeating myself but I know I made a mistake... I know I was complete pain in the butt to deal with... I know nobody truly enjoyed me getting on. Most people asked me to get off because they really didn't want to deal with my crap. I'm asking for a response to one of you Staff members out there to give me a compete honest answer with your feelings towards me. I don't care if this is 1 word or a paragraph. I pushed myself to write this appeal again. Even though It will more than likely be rejected immediately without 1 comment from anybody.
If you wish to contact me in a different way The best way is via: Skype. -trey.vermeer-

[Cephyrian]

[dlgn]

You know we love you, Ceph, but perma is perma. Unless you've made some sort of agreement with Intelli or Rokkr, it's probably best to make peace with it and move on.

[Cephyrian]

I understand where you are coming from Dlgn. And I can completly agree agree with you 100%, but until I achieve my goal. I wont stop appealing this ban. I remember when the community got to get a little vote on these sort of things. But in my own perspective, it seems if the staff dont like you. You wont get anywhere very fast.

[SilentCitizen]

But in my own perspective, it seems if the staff dont like you. You wont get anywhere very fast.

Sorry to say, but you're wrong. Staff have to be unbiased when making a decision on whether a player is to be permabanned/remain permabanned. What is taken into account is the many times that a player has been banned and what they were banned for. Any invalid bans are not counted. Also, when a player uses multiple accounts all bans are counted toward that one player (being the case of alts).

[Cephyrian]

"Seems" to appear to ONES own senses. I never said I was correct in any form. And i don't know why you bring up alternate accounts into this? I understand you are trying to show me the correct answer. But I dont have any alts and I never had any. I can read the rules, and I try to explain myself as best as I can without altering the rules.

[Rokkrwolf]

"Seems" to appear to ONES own senses. I never said I was correct in any form. And i don't know why you bring up alternate accounts into this? I understand you are trying to show me the correct answer. But I dont have any alts and I never had any. I can read the rules, and I try to explain myself as best as I can without altering the rules.

He's referring to your several bans you received under kingmyass. Which is considered an alt account.

[Cephyrian]

I understand my mistakes on that account. I no longer have access to that account, I informed you as soon as i couldnt get acess to the account any longer to ban him instantly. Almost year ago I have never had contact with that account.

[Rokkrwolf]

I understand my mistakes on that account. I no longer have access to that account, I informed you as soon as i couldnt get acess to the account any longer to ban him instantly. Almost year ago I have never had contact with that account.

I know but it's still considered an alt as you have used it in the past hence why he brought the account into it because it plays a large part to the decision of why you are where you are now.

[Cephyrian]

I completely agree with your reasoning.