I'm happy to see that you're repenting Jeff, but honestly, you've been really arrogant in the past (and from this I don't mean the last few months, more like since you joined the server) and a lot of people are just fed up with your attitude. Hate to say it, but you've been your own undoing. I heard everything you said about people in buddy chat, and I'm not surprised that you recently deleted a ton of people because you were paranoid that the people you were talking about were finding out what you were saying about them. There is no excuse for the things you repeatedly said and did except sorry.
That said, I'm willing to give you one last chance because although I believe that nobody can change people, people can change themselves. Your appeal, in my opinion, was pretty impressive because you forked over your pride and admitted to many of the things you said and did (which can take a lot of courage). So at that, I'd like to say you're forgiven and I hope that you can play well on the server with us again.